Faith in Sacrifice.

Walking and running

But not out of breath

Sleeping and waking

Not assuming death

Justice and sacrifice

The transfer of guilt

Believing as prescribed,

The posture of faith.

Last Day.

This did not feel

a part of my will

Somewhat surreal

What should I feel?

What sealed the deal

is God's way revealed

Money repeal

Before God only,

kneel.

Is Real.

I made you and I loved you

but you did not understand

because when you were an infant

your mother walked out of plan

You grew as if fatherless

though I was always near

I fed you and I raised you

but me you did not fear

You showed me no respect

as you deemed all men the same

equal to be your father

though only through me you came

Your praises are lip service

Your feet run to disobey

I taught you to love Justice

Now she is on her way.

Confession and Trust.

The seductress confessed

From sin to regress

and be made pure

again

In her heart sings,

she will trust the Lord

In everything,

in everything.

Pain, In Person.

I see from a distance

my prey same young or old

I encroach into her safe space

my presence none too bold

The slightest pinch

She does not behold

A sharp knife inch by inch

The air she scolds

My gentle blade

Cuts through the night

Most brilliant torture

Is giving years to fight

When she asleeps

Her dreams my lair

When she awakes

I am still there

She sobs and cries

I do not subside

Soon one day

I would have to retire

Grave first

Who shall?

She or I?

Carpark: Reflection.

My perception

made me doubt my judgement

even though I had clear vision

of the situation.

Pain.

Pain,

The knot inside pulls

the muscle that protects

my brain

Pain,

I've lost the sense

of all the things I once thought

as gain

Pain,

How much of balance

between work and life

is sane

Pain,

When I go through these

and cry to You seemingly

in vain

I know You will save,

but even if You don't,

my hope is You alone.