or share it somehow
I fear I will feel this sense of injustice
of potential misunderstanding
until I cease in my body
Yes, I have felt it and guilty
since November
There was a total of about 150 seats
available for my side
90 of which were taken by my family
About 10 for my bridesmaids and closest friends
Out of 50 left, about 20 were from church
Remaining just 30 seats,
for which I invited my colleagues
from job 1 to the current
and those I've kept some touch with
from secondary school
So many important ppl I did not invite
because we lacked the space
but the greater regret is not messaging them prior
to let them know
I guess I wasn't sure where I stood,
because some of us, we haven't talked in years
And some I didn't know how to explain
because the reason is to please someone
To my connect group:
my intention at the start
was to invite everyone
but there were some objections
so at the last
when the temper has cooled
and the space allowed,
we did invite—the timing distasteful regardless
To my secondary school friends:
I couldn't invite someone
a pivotal person in our connections
so how could I invite the rest
without being questioned
To my uni coursemates:
I think you already know
that I am comfortable with
just a handful of you
but if I invite one or two
I'd have to invite everyone
which the hall can't fit
Others I regret not being able to invite:
1. CF SMK Seafield
2. PCV
3. SOM 2013
4. I hope I missed no one
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